I caught myself thinking about what "normal" people do with their free time. I have spent so much time working and focused on tech related items that I forgot what people, who get off work at 5 and hang out with friends, do with their time. I have occupied my mind with my goals, so much that, I have forgot how to live a normal life. In this vein, I have decided to live again.
A few months ago, I had a dream that I was watching people living life. I was sitting in a booth, like I was at a NYC Giants game. But instead of playing in the game, I was forced to watch. Everyone was having a great time and I was stuck on the sidelines. I'm tired of letting life pass me by. No more being the water boy.
To help with this, I started recommitting myself to new and old hobbies. I am trying to feel more normal and do more things. I also recommitted my time to interacting with new and old friends. People keep you connected. I will have to write a follow up post about everything I am doing.